Yeah, Yeah, you told me that parenting was hard...but you never mentioned...
...how I constantly have a sick feeling in my stomach every time one of the boys falls. I just can't help but think..."Is this the time we will have to go to the ER?" It makes me reminisce about the days when they couldn't run and climb. Everyone says that it will happen, but I can't shake the panic EVERY time they stumble. I think I need ulcer medication.
...how I feel every bump and bruise they get. Heath holds his breath before he lets out a wail, and Hunter has the saddest face. It breaks my heart.
...that the line: "This hurts me more than it hurts you" (my parents personal favorite)...really is true. I used to roll my eyes at my parents when I heard that. I thought, "Well, let's reverse these rolls and see if the feeling is mutual." While I still have not used that line, (and hope to never use it) I will admit that it does hurt me more to discipline my boys than it hurts them.